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Friday, May 1, 2015

Not OK

Things are not OK.  Leo's lymph nodes became noticeably swollen last weekend - I really noticed them Saturday night/Sunday morning - and it's all of them. We did another L-spar treatment on Thursday, and today (Friday morning) some of the nodes are smaller, but his neck feels like there's a golf ball on the side. I have a feeling that the chemo is becoming less effective, and the cancer is becoming more aggressive.

This is not good.
And I'm not ok.

He seems fine - no throat/swallowing/breathing problems, still has his crazy appetite, but is still tired and a bit slow.

I fear that we may be getting to the rescue therapy stage (Lomustine), which has a whole suite of problems (notably liver toxicity). And that only goes for a few weeks/months.

I am terribly afraid our time is very short.

And I'm not OK.

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